Better hope he doesn't learn from his mistakes. Ironic I'd say that. Lol.
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Well, gotta leave it up to chance. it's chance she gave me 2 chances. But i got lucky. hopefully he won't be.
yeah heart break is something i have yet to feel..though ive felt the pain of something simular...a pain emotional in my heart. it was when i was emotional hurting a girl, because i lost my calm with her..i saw how hurt she was from it..and i thought about what i said to her..and it hurts. though i have not much to do with her she is a fellow student..and my class is like a big family everyone knows each other. and one day i know i will feel the same pain someday.
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You in private school?
no its a public school, where everyone know each other. it is a very small school! the biggest class has 15 or less! and thats mine. there is also alot of drama in that school, alot of he said she said crap.
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Figured as much. Explains why there's a lot of social stuff goin on with you. Lol.
yeah! and what the problem is they never discuss anything important. like there could be something going on at school and they are discussing how someone got a new gf! or something. hell, most of it is made up crap. you know she passes it on to him..he passes it on. and someone gets the info mixed up! but i dont really care either way!
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Heh.
Out of curiosity, what's the dominant (Most) race in your school?
not to be racist but n****rs. i mean the annoying ones, not all of them. i mean the ones that start shit and keep it going! the loud mouths who think they know it all, and hate admitting they are wrong about something! i just hate how disrespectful they are towards others. and if anything they are more racist than me!
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Hahaha! Oh, I shoulda known it was mostly blacks.
Yeah, I figured they'd be loud. Trust me when I say I had a feelin about it bein mostly blacks. XD
but the problem is you just cant get them to stop talking. hell, not even the teachers can get them to stop, and their only making themselves look stupid. they just like hearing thier own voice, and dont care if they are interupting my education to do it. we will be in class and they damn near want to make me blow my head off!!
Don't try to force em or they'll gang up on you.
They mouth off to the teachers, right?
I mouth off, sometimes. XD
yep, they just ignore them. and they do run in packs..so i dont mouth off. but it wont matter, they would keep going anyways. i cant even count how many time one black girl in my class has been to sent to the office. i thought i had a crush on her...but i lost interest. i just cant stand her at school. see she lives not to far from me..in fact she lives down the road from me. outside of schools she is a nice person and you'd think she was a different person. im guessing its the enviroment, being around bad influence!
!!!! wait...THAT'S IT!
hmm..what is it? you think of something!
Indeed i have!
You? Never expected that. :P
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Black girls are hot, aren't they? And yeah, it's usually the environment.
This will sound shocking to you but in my middle school there were only 2 black kids, me, and this girl. although we never talked. but it was so weird.
thats wierd...this may have something to do with this?
to shadic: yes i thought she was hot.. i still do. uhh..i get so nervous..my chest feels light. my heart beat changes. when school was about to be out last year, she suddenly started talking to me. she was also flirting with me. a year later and she dating some stupid black guy she never met before! we were closer than he was to her, she knew me for years and she never even knew him. she was more than hot...she was cute. and all i want is for her to be happy. and i guess im not the one...
Lol.
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*sigh* And there's your reason right there. You're too nervous. Girls don't like that. This guy probably stepped up to her, I bet. You waited too long. Shoulda made your move ages ago.
I used to be the same way. But a lot of things have changed about me, ironicly Hannah was a big part of how i changed. i didn't even notice, it just happened. i used to be shy like Raremew, but After i started talking to Hannah, talking to girls i liked before i liked her was no problem, and it's not a problem now.
sigh....your right she gave me all the signs.. why didnt i see...why didnt i just take all chances even if she'd reject me? it just...no one ever showed any interest in me...and at one point i never talked to anyone..i felt left out...like i wasnt there. but things are different now! i have friends now who are there for me. the only thing i cant get over is talking to girls. i've actually gotten over it a little. its just when i talk to her...i..i just cant open up to her like i'd want to. im a afraid of hurting what little friendship we have...like i know she'd reject..i just dont know...i should have just told her..but either way i will just move on..until i find another girl..
I used to be the same way, but hey, like Hannah told me, you'll find someone else. And i know it's hard to put your feelings for a friend out there. This probably won't help but when i told Hannah (the girl who's my friend) i liked her a lot. she didn't freak out on me like i thought, instead i think it made our friendship better.
sigh...you are right. thanks..you guys it feels good to talk bout whats on my mind.. you see ever time i tell myself "your over her." there is something about her that brings me back to wanting her in my life..plus she is the only one who ever showed any interest in my life...but oh well...as long as she is happy i dont care.
I already knew that, bra. Lol. BTW, what didja mean by "I've thought of something"?
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If you're gonna flirt with a girl, no sentimental stuff. Confidence is key, but don't throw any pickup lines cuz those are lame.
Hannah won't tell me why she won't talk to me, when the last time she was mad at me she told me within a day why she was mad. BUT she must not have a reason this time. we talked over EVERYTHING before she re-friended me. and i've thought over everything, she says it's something i should've noticed. I can't notice anything if it isn't there, so what i'm saying is, she doesn't have a reason. she's toying with me again.
raremew
yeah...unfortanly life is like that...but enough about me...i just hope things go good for you and i hope you dont end up getting hurt like that.
icefire23
i already have a few months ago, but i got over pretty quick. took me about 2 days.